boo!

i knew there was something fecking wrong with me... watch out world... hahahahahahhah

i'm not going to dwell on this but i do plan on printing it out to show my psychiatrist. well, i will when i get one.

oh yeah and just to remind myself of something funny i found today- [real world melissa's site]. i hated her on the show but she is a crazy mama and i laughed out loud at her journal.

and why am i updating again? i don't know. i'm getting ready to go to bed after watching "the others" and am trying to space it a little bit so i don't go and dream about ghosties and stuff. i'm weird like that. i never have dreams really unless i watch something scary before i go to bed, then i just get all wacky. i was obsessed with the fox family show "the scariest places on earth" for a long time but i never could go straight to bed. i always had to call crazy n and make her tell me funny stuff. and just to stress a point- when i saw "the blair witch" i had nightmares for weeks. partly due to the hub standing in the corner to scare me but mostly just because i sooooo buy into that shit. i'm weird. i'm superstitious and gullible too.

ok talking about it isn't helping so i'm off to i don't know where.

sleep tight all and watch for the crawling eye.

-pops

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