going going gone

so the packing is done, the house is somewhat clean, the hamPster is gone to hamPster daycare, the boy is running around like a lunatic.... and still two hours to go till we leave. i haven't gone crazy yet, but there's really no telling what could happen in those two hours.

i've got that edgy feeling... nervous and anxious, shadowed by the feeling that i've forgotten something. i'm sure whatever it is will float into my head probably about the time we'e over greenland, and short of everyone on the plane agreeing to turn around so i can get it, it will be too late. oh well.

i'm trying not to think about the actual flight, because it goes without saying that i hate to fly. hate it. there's something about not having any control over what happens, and oh, that pesky thing about falling out of the sky. but i guess i did always want to go swimming in the ocean. heh.

smaller things to worry about would be the crap food, the kid going crazy, and fitting my big ass in those tiny little seats.

god i hate being fat.

anyway, there's really nothing else to report. i think everyone's excited and i should be going to check on everything for the 18th time.

i hope you all have a great week, i'll miss you.... *sigh*

-pops

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